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May 15

Amy Detroit

In Omaha, during my late teens and early twenties, I created an alternate persona, which I used as a vehicle for art.  Her name was Amy Detroit, and I created her when I was still a girl (I’m a tranny, if you don’t already know.)  It started when I would get drunk with my friend Kelly; I/we’d write weird letters and draw little cartoons and send them to the letters to the editor of The Reader (Omaha version), which would then publish my drunk junk.  Eventually,Amy became popular, I even got a couple fan letters sent to the Reader which were published.

She had several shows, where I’d get wasted on wine, and I mean wasted in the way that only a nineteen year old can get wasted, and sell my art for really fucking cheap.  I miss a lot of those pieces that I sold, even though I know that a lot of them are in good homes, on people’s walls to this day—ten years ago. Eventually Omaha Pulp, (another alternative weekly in Omaha that was started by a former editor of The Reader and Bar Hag, a then popular and witty (and hot!) columnist from The Reader,) offered me space in their publication to run a single-panel, weekly comic.  A lot of the stuff I did, looking back, was total crap (especially compared to now, a decade later) but I was published at a pretty young age, and that’s pretty fucking cool.  I still have copies of the issues Amy Detroit was published in.  

I want to bring Amy back.  I’ve been trying to think of a new moniker, but nothing sounds very good to me.  I also want to go to Detroit since I’ve never been there, and Amy is from Detroit.  Part of why I want to create a new persona is because I haven’t been female for over 7 years now…and uh, Amy is a chick.  On the other hand, I want to keep the name because she’s already well known and with a female name, I could be more anonymous at shows, were I to ever have one again. 

I like anonymity.  

I want a show in Omaha.  I want a show in Chicago.  I don’t have quite enough stuff for two shows yet, but I’m not taking classes this summer, so I’ll have time to make stuff.  I need connections in Chicago, and I need to get new connections and find old connections in Omaha.  Help.


May 13
shacknoir:

I was redecorating a holiday home for someone at the weekend - this place had been rented out to various tenants over the years and was in need of an overhaul.
There was a small, loose floorboard in one of the rooms; when I removed it, I found the note above, under a layer of dust and splinters.  I took that picture of it, then put it back and replaced the floorboard.
(After digging a bit deeper, I’d found the present - five Milk Tray chocolates in a box. I didn’t risk it.)

shacknoir:

I was redecorating a holiday home for someone at the weekend - this place had been rented out to various tenants over the years and was in need of an overhaul.

There was a small, loose floorboard in one of the rooms; when I removed it, I found the note above, under a layer of dust and splinters.  I took that picture of it, then put it back and replaced the floorboard.

(After digging a bit deeper, I’d found the present - five Milk Tray chocolates in a box. I didn’t risk it.)


May 12
venndiagrams:

ambbb:

Venn Diagram of my low self esteem

venndiagrams:

ambbb:

Venn Diagram of my low self esteem


May 9
A Portrait of the Mathematician as a Youngish Man

A Portrait of the Mathematician as a Youngish Man


May 8
I drew this for an essay about Gender Identity Disorder that called for an illustration. I couldn’t go and use someone else’s cartoon when I am fully capable of drawing my own, right?  Right.  Plus, I think the prof was impressed.

I drew this for an essay about Gender Identity Disorder that called for an illustration. I couldn’t go and use someone else’s cartoon when I am fully capable of drawing my own, right?  Right.  Plus, I think the prof was impressed.


this is a cruddy picture.  I will scan things sometime soon.

this is a cruddy picture.  I will scan things sometime soon.


May 2